February 21 2012

51/366. I’ve been off and delayed for my 365 project since February came. I have all these priorities that I should have been doing since I came from school today but I haven’t. Six Sciences exam, the drawings I need to finish and the books I still haven’t finished reading. I’ve been in a worse case scenario than these, like MAJOR DISASTER PROCRASTINATION EVER. Basically and literally, I managed to draw 3 perspective drawings of my design within 40 minutes in a cab from Paranaque to Intramuros using my ever saviour and beloved .5 Unipin. But the thing is, during those times last 2009 and 2010, I’m sure enough that I love what I’m doing. That even if I haven’t slept for 48 hours and with junks all over my stomach, it’ll be all worth it. But now, what? I’m feeling studious to revise and finish a subject earlier but what happened? I just end up in front of my laptop and watch Brewrats, Dream High 2 and Word of the Lourd since I came home. Simply because I easily lose interest on things I don’t like, same applies to people. I don’t know, maybe… the life and memories I’ve had before cannot be replace by present things in my life. Or probably, I’m still trapped from my past. But, all of these are according to human nature and one’s emotion/feelings, isn’t it? I have no idea. I just want to finish this year and get A* grades. So I could have arts again  next year. I miss my Prang!:(

Sometimes, really, one picture isn’t enough to make up on what you really feel. It’s the essence of typing the idea of your feelings that really gives you satisfaction.